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about
I had been toying around with the music for this song over the course of the past decade, since about the time I released my last two albums under the name Justin Wiles. The lyrics never seemed right, until eventually I stumbled upon the "ordinary" motif that would become the first verse. At this point, the song seemed to be taking the shape of a sort of hymn to humdrum. No alarms, no surprises, and the planets sort of revolve around the sun, etc...
That first verse sat on the shelf for awhile. And then I found myself unexpectedly and unwillingly ushered into the Trump era with the rest of the huddled masses in 2016. For as long as I can remember, I've been an uncomfortable American. The degree of pride and patriotism that I grew up witnessing always seemed incommensurate to the degree of shame and atonement I felt more logically drawn toward as a white man.
It wasn't until 2016 that I realized how much the rest of white America shared my sense of shame, and how deeply so many resented it. All at once, I saw our nation's pride as something less than patriotism and more like what I'd always sensed lurked under the surface: an enormous sense of intolerance in perpetual defense of itself. A firework display to drown out our collective conscience. "No one makes me bleed my own blood," said White Goodman.
And so the "ordinary" crumbled, and what lay underneath was a reckoning of sorts. The guise of appearances gave way to many ugly truths, and we began to learn to face those truths, to hold one another accountable, to take responsibility. It was a bizarre and tumultuous experience, but many of us are the better for it. Some of us are not. Some of us have learned nothing; some of us will only appear to.
When I wrote the rest of the lyrics to this song toward the end of 2018, I was observing all of this and reacting to it. I didn't know what lay ahead, but I knew that the sense of fear for the future was palpable. I also had a newborn son, my first, and my fear was compounded by a concern for his future. In retrospect, things seem to have calmed down. Or does it only appear that way because we are entering a new chapter? New leadership, a virus in retreat, etc. As the "ordinary" begins to creep back in, I still feel compelled to peer beneath the surface.
lyrics
Lyrics:
Just another ordinary day in the ordinary sun
Lit by ordinary solar rays, beaming down on everyone
In which ordinary plans are laid and extraordinary demands are made
If an ordinary answer is here to find
The questions must first cross the ordinary mind
Are you uncomfortable here?
Sense isn't common and the common sense is fear
Appearances are not as they appear
Just another temporary way to appear to have a voice
That lends permanence to things you say
And gives decision back to choice
But the truth is, truth is borne away
'Til all the guilty parties' bones decay
If an ordinary answer is here to find
It may not make an appearance for some time
Now that the revolution's here
Our revolutionaries crawl into their holes
And peacefully surrender the controls
Our declarations seem sincere when they're declared
You keep up appearances, but I know that you're scared
The affections that are thrown away
For all the games that we've been known to play
If an ordinary answer is here to find
It is there among the days we've left behind
Now that the barriers are clear
What once was just obscured completely disappears
And the lies we tell ourselves fall on deaf ears
Painted horizons are the dawning of the real
You keep up appearances, but I know how I you feel
credits
released July 30, 2021
Written, Performed, and Produced by Justin Wiles
Mastered by Joe Lambert
Reticent Alien is the recording project of indie folk rock singer/songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Justin Wiles, whose
music combines melodic, psychedelic guitars and the influence of experimental Americana and noise rock. His music has been compared to Elliott Smith, Bon Iver, Paul Simon, Iron & Wine, and The Shins....more
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